One day

I hope one it will all stop

The random pain that kills me

I’ve watched the blood run down my thighs

While I felt the blood I realized I could have ended it all

But if I do that I betray my mother and father and god

I know I can’t do that

But maybe self harm can temporarily stop the pain?

Maybe just maybe…

Maybe it’s all my fault…

Can it just stop?

I’ve been stabbed before

By a pe...

You lied.

You lied to my face that you’ve claimed was beautiful.

My eyes once filled with love , now filled with fear and tears …

My love for you was stronger then the waves in the ocean in a beautiful storm

But now it’s dried up

You lied you said that you love me

But if you love me why did you always hurt me?

Why were you so cold?

I walk alone in the cold night

While you sleep in the warm be...