raii

poetry consumes me & swallows me whole. when she births me out, i spit all she’s taught me out for the world to read. @fathersyre

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poetry consumes me & swallows me whole. when she births me out, i spit all she’s taught me out for the world to read. @fathersyre

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raii

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if you would’ve asked me what my future looked like at the age of twelve, i would’ve told you i couldn’t see myself making it past eighteen.

if you would’ve asked me at thirteen i would’ve told you high school was my new chance. hey! no uniform, i’ll finally be able to wear as i please.

if you would’ve asked me at fourteen i would’ve told you that i’ll probably be happier once i become a senior....

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raii

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keep it inside, just whatever you do keep-it-in.

i’ve repeated thousands of times, thousands of patients, “keep it in”.

the emotions always seep through.

i just told a woman her baby didn’t survive.

she couldn’t keep it in. her sobs were haunting, an inkling of a pain i once felt before.

i can’t remember? i think i’ve kept whatever it was in too long. it sunk in & normalized my being. whatever-t...

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raii

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there’s no see you later, my love.

just a goodbye.

this dreaded day has come, the day i’m forever pained with your absence.

i’m out of breath twenty-four-seven gasping every molecule of your scent that lingered in the places we conversed at.

i remember telling you i hate goodbyes as much as “goodbye”,

“what a stupid concept”, there’s nothing good about the missing flesh in my heart when you g...