You and I

What a tragedy

How you treated me….

Bordered insanity

How I loved you

Would have given you everything

Yet, you throw me away

Like I am nothing

Didn’t I show you?

Didn’t you feel it?

How important you were

Everything that you meant

Never fully coming together

To be be forever

Just dancing this dance

But, did we really have a chance?

I’m afraid that I’ll never fully recover…

Fa...

Memory breathes

Life back into me

Your words once filled with love and light

Make me struggle with hope

Trying to keep believing

Always falling back into our pattern

Like muscle memory

Yet you put an end to us

Broke you and me...

You never asked

But I smile every time you text me

Flooded with all these feelings

I can’t help but burst a little at the seams

You never asked

But you drive me crazy

With your all over the place thinking

You never cease to amaze me

You never asked

But I want you so badly

But I don’t think you ever really meant what you said

Sadly...

Always stuck in my head about you

Too many thoughts

Can’t put them to rest

Without you

What could we be?

Where would we be?

If I was the one and only thing you’d need

Daydreaming

Cause reality just hits different

And I’m not okay with it

Within the space

Missing your face

Your presence

No the dreams never ending...

Red roses

Scattered all around the floor

Like my heart that’s been shattered

One too many times before

Stabbed by your very thorns

Consumed by the beauty

Never knowing exactly

What you’d do to me

Oh no

Your very thorns pierce right through me

Poisoning my very being

Some sick and twisted game you play

Making me question my very sanity

Is it me?

Is it me?

It’s maddening

How beauty is f...

Deep breaths take up far more space than silence

I can feel you taking all of my breath

I’m gasping on all the air that’s left

And you sit there menacing

Never thought you’d be so cold

Who would have pegged you as uncaring

And your laughter boarders on insanity

As you revel in the joy of all you’ve done to me

I’m in disbelief

You bank on the pain cause it fills up your cup

And even afte...

A purple butterfly

So beautiful, a sight

Then you cross my mind

Because butterflies make me think of you

As they fly on by

All your memories flood me too

Purple butterflies light up the sky

And you’re here with me

Always here with me

Never too far away

Always in memory...

You echo

Deep inside my chest

I feel you

With each and every breath

The heavy weight lights

When you’re next to me

That’s when I’m most at peace...

Start your day with a positive

Even if you’re not quite feeling it

Because if you start on a negative

What’s left

You’ll only go downhill from there

So try to be kind to yourself in the mirror...

I loved you

I loved you

I meant it

I gave you my heart

And you put a dent in it

Mistakes were made By you

And sadly I have to pay for them

Maybe everything your going through now

Is karmas way of making up for it...