I have spent so much time hustling me alone

Walking down the road paying my tolls

Unseen, unsettled, unknown

Never quite fitting in the roles

My journey has been a convoluted one

Looping and winding around the turns

Many paths many branches done

Feeling the sunshine and the burns

Then you walked directly into my arms

You held onto my soul hard and long

Held, cuddled, protected from harms

Sudde...

Your beauty revs my heart

I cannot stop my thoughts

I dream of you

In my arms

I wake up in a sweat

You are holding me close

But where are you?

You’re not here.

You will be with me soon

Our bodies entangled

Our souls so close

Together

In my arms, you will be

our hearts pounding in sync

My hand in yours

Satisfied...

I see you down there at the end of the hall

My breath hitches and my heart races

My pupils suddenly become small

And I pay attention to my paces

I breathe deeply in and then back out again

I absorb in all of your wonder

I gaze with amazement and attend

All my attention to avoid a blunder

I set out to head over to where you are

Taking one step in front of other

Moving closer so I am not so far

C...

So fresh and tender

Raw and yummy

On a pat if rice

Wrapped with seaweed

Sweet and savory

Tasting so so nice

My comfort food

Removes my sadness

And it will suffice

Feed me sushi

Drinking some sake

My favorite vices...

There is loud screaming in my head

Blaringly exceedingly painful

The anxiety is being fed

How do I get this to be reined in

No, stop, don’t do it, don’t be dead

Why do I do this to me, can’t stop

I hear it over and over said

And it keeps bouncing around my ears

All this worrying must be shed

Everything is going to be fine....

As the water drops down the cliff

Washing away loss and woe

I watch and feel the cleansing

I know behind the waterfall lies

The bones of the one I loved and lost

As we fought to save the world

Now I just watch and feel the pain

As I stand here solitary and missing you

I will continue your quest alone

This is the pact I pledge to you

To keep moving forward and helping you

Until my own death sha...

A million years ago

When you were a little

We played in your room

Read books goodnight

I would sing my i love yous

And give you all hugglea

And tucking you in

It was quite a sight

I left when you were grow

And followed my dream

Until I returned

When it was right

We were trying ro grow up

Together and separate

For each a new start

And sometimes we fight

But my son you still are

And hug you i ...

Tik tok tik tok tik tok

Laying in bed

I’ lostening to the clock

Shaking with dread

I hear him at the door

Scurrying in

Like a rabbit across the floor

But with more sin

Creeping closer as such

Reaching the top

He reaches me to touch

And I say stop

The fear rose in his eyes

He leaped up, out

Intentions cant disguise

I start to shout

My roommate nevermore

Changed all the locks

Just like before

Fa...

Staring into the gloom

Dead eyes fixed

Clouds of toxins furling

Lost to the world

Never to wake

Yet never to sleep

Sitting for all eternity

Restless and unsettled

Beware on the eve of souls

The spirits may make you prey...

The vase from so long ago

Sitting on the table

Where you left it so

Filled with faded flowers

I lift it to my nose

The stench wafts in

And so it thus goes

The memories do linger

I remember it all

The day you left me alone

We fought in the hall

And you stepped out of my life

I didn’t know you would die

I didn’t know how you felt

Or understand why

But I was to late to help

I cannot touch that o...