Here I stand, infront of rulers

Ones who take measures

From 0 to who are you?

Why do you deserve to be here?

You’ll never keep it going

We sized up your value

And don’t think it’s quite that big

But wait?

Who said that?

Was it you?

Maybe the man over there that stands so tall?

Oh no…

That was me

Here again, alone in your head

Listen to my buzz and be my prey

Sit down and move

Move all around, don’...

We all look the same in the dark

Like a gloomy crevice of a cave

With dim sight on our ends

We creep and we grow

Into something we don’t quite know

We look around and still see nothing

Water looking murky and blue

In search for that light

To get us through the night

We beg and we plead

For just one simple little deed...

Clouds cover the skies, rain pulls at your eyes, but nothing hurts as much as little words turned lies

Wind ruffles the trees, pushing around the bees, and you can’t help but feel the sting from the breeze

Lighting hits you fast, every syllable hitting you with a blast, and you wonder how long will this pain can last

But soon as time flies by, and you realize you didn’t die, from the hurt that mad...

As I go through my days, sometimes you creep back in.

An anxious feeling you bring, like something’s not quite right.

With something missing, I can’t help but wonder…

What’s coming next? Is there something I forgot? Maybe misplaced?

But no, it’s you again.

You peak an ugly little head in, trying to crawl your way back, but I no longer need you....

Oh my heart and how it beats when I come close to you.

It pulls this way, then tugs another, never a path I know.

It skips around, all full of glee and buzzing like a bee.

For any look and any touch that trulys comes of you, causes quite a speed.

I want you close, to hold you near, and make sure that you really can hear....

Anxiety everyday

Never feeling the same

Each day a different burden

Leaving my memory a simple shame...

I see the view of what I want for you

But can I get it right?

I mold you up, to break you down

The shape of your world looking like a frown

You deserve so much, but also so little

We just can’t get it right.

I want you straight and oh so smooth,

But still you crumple and fall.

For time after time, I can’t keep track

So many forms we hold

I want you there

Then want you here

Which way will we find...