You once told me,

"I want, at least, 10 years with you! No backing out allowed."

I shock my head in disbelieve, smiling.

We didn't even made the first year full,

11 Months in and you're suddenly gone.

Every thought is Hollow,

Silent,

Painful,

What should I do with this?

Wanting to close the Door,

Nothing seem to hold it anymore,

But still,

It won't shut. Won't close.

There's something,

Silent...

Paper written, Words erased,

Painful yearning, Hands explain.

Tears burn bright into your eyes,

Memories floating like Air in the Sky.

The scent of lemons pulling at my Nose,

Making it harder for me to move on.

...

Every time you come closer,

It’s harder for me to seek closure.

I try to resist your tempting aura,

But caught up in a loop full of growing flowers.

Running from your piercing gaze,

Before I could stop and break away.

Wanting to resist this painful hunger,

Falling back into stone-cold water.

I just want freedom to find me,

If your shield wouldn’t hide me.

Trying to live happily ever after,

De...

How do we get there?

How do we know?

How to be gentler?

How do we hope?...

For you, my tears are weak,

For me, they are a sign of strength.

For you, my tears are pathetic,

For me, they are authentic.

For you, my tears are childish,

For me, they are my growth.

For you, my tears are cold,

For me, they are the warmth I seek.

For you, my tears are ugly,

For me, they are as beautiful as me.

For you, my tears are something,

For me, they are the power from within....

I had to leave.

The only chance for her survival was my absence in her life. Not much of a choice, her safety comes first.

Packing the rest of my stuff into the bag I brought, to leave this place I called home for so long, a soft knock came from the door. "Yuno?" It was nothing more than a whisper, escaping her lips like a stone, falling to the ground of the sea. Heavy. Hard.

I shouldn't have wa...

Every time your hand holds mine,

It mends the storm inside my mind.

Every touch upon my cheek,

It'd make me go down and probably weak.

Every time you caress my hair,

It felt soft and gentle like a warm breeze of Air.

Every touch upon my lips,

Gave me goosebumps and a hopeful bliss.

Every time you tenderly stroked my hips,

It felt like the world around me slipped.

Every touch upon my neck,

Is lik...

Taking a deep breath, I raised my hand to knock, but hesitated. Why should I apologize when I wasn't at fault? Why should I grovel and beg for forgiveness for something that wasn't entirely my doing?

But the pressure was relentless. Friends had taken Haneul's side, casting me as the villain in this drama. It didn't matter that I hadn't started the fight or that Haneul's words had cut deeper than ...

»If we get caught, we tell them the truth.« I sternly said, making sure that there were no arguments about it. »But we agreed to lie!« How lousy to think she would drop and do as I say. »Look, I know what we agreed on but we never thought about the possible consequences. I'm not risking it. I'm not risking your safety.«

»I can protect myself.« She crossed her arms before her chest. Pretty annoyed...

»We shouldn't have gotten married in the first place!« She yelled, not caring about what was coming out of her mouth. Her whole body was lulled into one emotion: frustration.

She wanted to let it out so badly, it didn't occur to her how much she could've hurt him.

She continued her rambling, searching for anything that could alleviate this consuming feeling inside her mind. »Maybe then my life w...