You once told me,

"I want, at least, 10 years with you! No backing out allowed."

I shock my head in disbelieve, smiling.

We didn't even made the first year full,

11 Months in and you're suddenly gone.

Every thought is Hollow,

Silent,

Painful,

What should I do with this?

Wanting to close the Door,

Nothing seem to hold it anymore,

But still,

It won't shut. Won't close.

There's something,

Silent, reaching out,

Telling me words i can't understand.

Deep inside,

I still feel your heart beating against mine.