the most terrifying thing, for me, is not any future event, tragedy, or disaster I can experience. it’s the idea of being stuck in my mind for the rest of my life. it’s quite terrifying, being afraid of the single thing you can never escape; as long as my heart is beating, my lungs are breathing, my mind is alive, I’m not safe. the first time I realized this, I was very young. I was in the midst o...