Jesstina Martone 🧡

Awakening artistic ability; finding oneself; surrounding the mind with tranquility ~ Jaymari3 🧡

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Jesstina Martone 🧡

Awakening artistic ability; finding oneself; surrounding the mind with tranquility ~ Jaymari3 🧡

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I’m Upside Down

Jesstina Martone 🧡

1 min read

Is this the way to carry the weight of the world? I feel upside down when all I have is a need to explore.

Is this an understanding that my feet cannot touch the ground? I feel upside down when all I have is a need to be found.

Is this why I feel the legal system should be shut down? I feel upside down when I feel the judicial system should turn around.

Is this why I have so much anxiety and ...

Poetry

Rediscovering Oneself

Jesstina Martone 🧡

1 min read

Our dreams are tainted into our heads as a child; a place where time stood still and our imaginations were wild.

Between that precious time and maturity we lose ourselves along the way; searching for feelings and moments we want to stay!

Our age of maturity really comes at any age; not knowing the time or day; before we realize it, our dreams begin to fade.

Not until a time we stand still a...

Poetry

A Place Not Settled

Jesstina Martone 🧡

1 min read

Tall structures; so many people. I feel like an ant. In a hurry to get to a destination, but in reality I can’t.

Anxiety seeps in, patience is tested. Wishing last night I had rested.

So many different faces; so many different places; people don’t understand what space is.

Yellow taxis swerving through the traffic; trying to make a living. Bright lights and huge signs; a pretty busy place to...

Poetry

To Conquer Oneself

Jesstina Martone 🧡

1 min read

सहस्रं युद्धेषु विजयात्मात्मानं जितुमुत्तमम् । -Sanskrit Buddhism

It’s best to conquer oneself than win a thousand battles; eventually when you neglect oneself foolish decisions start to unravel.

Ignore the world around you and focus on the moment; stop worrying about the future, because you can’t control it; stop worrying about the past, because you are over it.

The biggest battle is the cou...

Poetry

Youth

Jesstina Martone 🧡

1 min read

Our youth is as bright as the morning sun and warm as summer nights. The memories are cherished for a life time, but at that moment in life, it seems to go on forever! Wanting to get older and do all the cool things grownups do; having the freedom to choose how to go about the day and when to call it a night. Being carefree and focusing on nothing but fun!

Before we know it maturity comes and we...

Anxiety

Jesstina Martone 🧡

1 min read

The breathless space between now and forever; trying so hard to keep it all together.

The shivers of the spine and shakiness of the hands, makes everything around seem so bland.

The racing thoughts and negative thinking, makes the whole world feel like it’s sinking.

The cold sweats and hot flashes are torture; looking for something comforting with lavender moisture.

The mind in fight or fl...

Poetry

Symbolic Dream

Jesstina Martone 🧡

3 min read

So it seemed like the dawn of a new awakening, but when Jeremy’s eyes and mind were fully aware of his surroundings he realized he was still dreaming. He wondered how it could be so, since everything seemed so serene and real.

Jeremy’s mind plunged into a mystery ibis. He was alone and unfamiliar with the path painted before him. Suddenly he was struck with deja vu and he realized he has been to...

Fantasy

Comfort In Knowing

Jesstina Martone 🧡

1 min read

So many questions circulating through the mind. Searching for answers that are not easy to find. On the road to a destination that couldn’t be defined.

Mind racing, body aching, heart uncomfortably pacing.

Fears of entering into the depths of the unknown, many unanswered questions have grown.

Feeling crazy, crying like a baby unsure if anyone could save thee.

Trying to hide from something ...

Poetry

Action & adventure

Until Death Do Us Part

Jesstina Martone 🧡

1 min read

If I lived in the world without your love, I wouldn’t know the difference between that and lust.

It was only a dream that one day I’d find my life partner. Even though we have our ups and downs our love never falters.

You read me like a book and seen everything in life I was missing and promised me the world before we started kissing.

As we both currently have our health put to the test. We ...

Poetry

Romance

Messy Do Up

Jesstina Martone 🧡

1 min read

I’m a pj’s all day kind of woman. I’m comfortable in my own skin. I don’t have to dress up to exploit the kind of woman that’s within. I’m a stay at home mother so my patients are constantly stretched thin, but I always imagine what it’s like to be able to dress up and admire the clothes that I’m in.

I’m that mama you see at Walmart rocking some slippers with some stretchy pants, comfy shirt and...

Humour

Poetry