What am I doing?

She has me back in her web

Will I die this time?

Why am I so lost?

You open my eyes to things

But you hurt me too

You are so selfish

But it’s okay, So am I

We’ll figure it out...

Pinned to the ground.

Funny how no one is around.

I’m screaming but don’t make a sound.

My chains get heavy as I wander for days.

Saying the same shit, but tryna rephrase.

Stuck in the same old fucked up ways.

I’ve become a slave to my sins.

I hear the devil laugh as he watches me and grins.

Then he tells me he’d like to be friends.

I’m weak, I’m heavy, these chains really hurt. ...

Some days I want to forgive you for the things you’ve done.

Or haven’t done.

But I’m finally realizing something.

I don’t even care anymore.

Sure, I forgive you.

But I will never be able to forgive myself.

I guess it’s only right to thank you.

For forcing my ignorant eyes to open and see reality for what it is.

Only a fool could be so naive.

Maybe it’s just wishful thinking.

Who knows...

They said it was my turn to wear the crown.

I agreed without hesitation and suddenly life has turned upside down.

Corona is not the crown I expected.

Now the whole world is infected.

There’s only 16 people left in my town. ...

Just another Christmas. Until something surprising happened. His heart actually grew 6 sizes today, and that’s all I needed. ...