Well, you were eighteen and choking
and _whatwasIsupposedtodo_
but shoot, blindly, into the blackhole
with my kind words that you cried for
then drenched in your inescapable darkness.
Weekly, I'd find you hanging,
tightening the noose, on that old
oak tree round the back
and I'd hack at the rope, fists and axe
sharp and heavy with dread.
You'd beg me to tie you back up.
But what a girl you were....