Where is my happiness

When do i get to feel?

Huh?

My dad looked at my bloody arm and said what happend

I fucking said I fell

AND BITCH I LEFT TO EAT

TO EAT!

and you cut yourself

Well so do it bitch

Fuck yourself

Its not cool to hurt me

WE COULD HAVE JUST TALKED

BUT NO I CANT TRUST YOU

YOU BROKE MY PROMISE AND YOU BROKE MY LIFE

I LOVE YOU BUT I ALSO HATE YOU.

You notice I cant "get a grip on my emotions"

MY PARENTS SAY THAT FOR A REASON THEO.

YOU BROKE MY FUCKING PROMISE

BECAUSE YOU SAW THE CHANCE.

ARE LOVE IS FADING

AND ONE DAY YOULL BE GONE

And I'll be the defeated.

Lying in the bathroom

Pills in hands

You did this

Where is my happiness

I plan to end it tonight

Keep laughing

I love you..

But I can't..