WHAT THE FUCK DOES J MEAN I’M NOT “exhausting myself”???? I’M PERFECTLY FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*says as I’m starting to drain my social battery beyond 0 and I’m lowkey struggling to keep in touch with all of my friends (even the ones I see every day at school, even my _favorite person_ in the whole wide world •cough, cough, my butterfly, cough, cough•) and the gifted kid self-disappointment is setting in because I have two As instead of all A+s and I’m losing motivation to do anything and I’m starting to despise school and I’m literally physically losing energy and I’m easily irritable and my sleep schedule and appetite are varying quite a bit and I’m just tired HAHAHAHAH fuck this*

(I lowkey am so tired, especially physically. AHHHHH WHY DOES SCHOOL HAVE TO BE SO ANNOYING!!!!!)