i’ve spent less than 4 hours here

and i want to go home

though i mean, i wont tell

nausea is making my stomach churn

and my brain is pounding against my skull

it wants out

and i almost broke down

in the middle of the sidewalk

because it got so loud

and too bright

too many faces

and i’m so tired

i need to go home

i need to wrap myself in my blanket

and sleep for 12 hours

i need to leave this wretched, polluted city

i need to get out get out get out

and i forgot my meds

i wanna cry

i can feel myself start to disassociate

barely speak

because

i can’t cry

i want to go home

my stomach hurts

my head is throbbing

it’s too loud too loud

t o o l o u d

get me out

i want to go home