I want to feel, I want to know. I want to love, I want to grow. I want Someone beside me. I want someone to hold me. I don’t want to be lonely. But I guess I’m stuck with me for a little longer. I want the voices to stop. I want them dead in their tracks. I want to hear their screams cease. It’s that easy really. I want that one person back. I want them to know. I can’t stop think of you. So please, just make it stop! When I repeat your name, all I hear is blood. I want to kill you, stab you over and over again. I want you to suffer, for what you’re making me suffer. I want you to know, I still hold you dearly. I want you to know, this seething anger, has a little joy in it too. I want to laugh at your comments, your pieces and your saves. I want the joy of your presence, even if it’s vague. Boy your such a pest, but pests are vulnerable. I want the flesh off your bones. For making me feel this way. I want you to know, you’re such a fucking pain.

You know who you are.😒

(I’ll write another one later..but I needed to put this to words, so I could actually focus on school today 😭😭)