Blast from the past guys sorry it’s depressing I just went into my shadow banned things because I have had I’m not had more than like 5 minutes to myself guys I’m not even kidding it’s been crazy sorry for the repost but I made a goal to post everyday, so I must I fear

I also don’t have time for a big authors note so just tell me a random fun fact about yourself or something random I’m sorry I love you all

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I know I am different,

I know I am strange,

I know that I am not pretty,

I know that I am not skinny.

I know that I am too much,

I know that I love to hard,

I know I am broken,

I know I am selfish.

I know I am horrible,

I know I am unlovable,

I know that I am undeserving,

I know that I am bad.

I know that I can't sing,

I know that I can't dance,

I know I am unworthy,

I know I am stupid.

I know I don't deserve love,

I know I deserve this pain.

I know that I scare people,

I know that I have too much energy.

I know I can't do it,

I know I am disappointing everyone,

I know I'm losing,

I know I'm a disappointment.

I know that I could end it,

I know that no one would care,

I know I am anxious,

I know I am worthless.

And I know I can't write like others can,

And I know my brain works different,

I know that I am drowning,

And I know that I am hurting people.

And I am so sorry.

So sorry.

I get attached,

I feel like I deserve all the pain in the world.

I scare them all away,

I deserve hell.

I know.

Trust me I know.

I am disappointment.

I am worthless.

I am Unlovable.

I am not pretty.

So why does everyone keep telling me?

Why do I keep telling myself?