_Mother, may I speak today? I won’t say anything good or bad to anybody. I’ll just smile looking pretty and perfect like always.

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_Father, I didn’t mean to get sicker and add to your to-do lists for today. Can you please give me a little grace.

_Mother, I promise I didn’t hear a thing . I’ll do anything if you just believe in me. The screams and cries all blend together anyway._

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_Father, please tell Mama to let me out of this cage. I apologize over and over every day, but as you know all she does is rage.

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_Brother, will you ever say anything? You’re the only witness to this torture and suffering, but not really bc most of it was done to me alone. I realize you may have blocked it from your memory forever and thrown away the keys.

The more you play their game, I'm sitting here, literally going more and more insane. As I’m losing the last bit of my sanity and chance to ever tell my side of the story.