In my head, I’m done… Moved from living reality But reality is stuck in two And I silently scream

In a heap - can’t describe Lost on a sea never been sailed And I’m sad - so sad drowning in a sorrow so deep

Where do I turn? In my head, I want you here But I’m swirling In this churning hole

Despair is rising The grief that wasn’t spent Is chipping Tapping my shoulder saying

“Hey, I don’t think you know me but I’ve been here all the time and I’ve been waiting… You’ll get to know me well, so well”

And he went - Only behind a thin veil But he’ll return again And again

I want you - only you… You made me feel so alive But you’re not here You’re far… so far

And I’m slipping away Lost on an empty sea with nowhere to go I’m drifting, only one way… I’m done

©️Phoebe Carter 2024