(Fuck! I fucked uppp like I always do! Fuck me. Anyway, ignore my crash out and self worth issues, hope you have a wonderful day, afternoon, and/or night!!!)

Fuck…

Fuck me…

You say you’ll love me forever,

But I’m scared we’ll end in a catastrophe.

You say that you care about me,

But, truly, I worry.

Because

What happens if our fallout is

Astronimcal?!?!

I’m scared to lose you, but

I feel you slipping through my fingers!

PLEAS-se don’t leave…

Is this the end?

Please don’t let it be.

I feel nauseous,

I can’t lose another part of me!

I’m sorry.

Please don’t leave me.

I’m scared.

You scare me.

At any given moment you can leave.

I don’t want to give you a moment to leave!

Please!

I need you like oxygen,

I can’t live without you.

But please don’t pretend for the sake of me.

If your tired of me,

I can’t stop you from leaving.

All I can do is whine and beg.

Please.

Please.

Please.

Please.

I’ll beg until my voice is lost

And even then

I’d learn sign language.

Please…

I’m on my gosh damn knees

Begging you,

“Please don’t leave!”

I’ll scream and scream and scream.

Maybe one day, I’ll just be a stranger,

But please let time pause,

Let the clock stop ticking,

Just so we can stay together for a little while

Longer,

Forever.

Please don’t let forever be a lie,

Not this time.

Please…

I’ll beg until I bleed.

Please don’t leave.