why brother,

is it that you inflict pain

without a second thought?

i know i

shouldn’t feel anything at all,

and yet it is hurt

the spikes through my thoughts.

why brother,

must you hate me?

for all i’ve ever

done for you,

was hope for a good future-

but now,

i’m not quite sure

about what to feel.

should i ignore it,

as all women get told

that men don’t mean the

crap they give,

but then again

why should

i put up with

said crap?

it’s quite complicated,

isn’t it, dear brother,

when a boy such

as yourself,

thinks of themselves

as men when

really they’re more

immature than

most.

obviously no offense

towards the few

good ones who

have no crap to give.

but why must a woman

stifle her pain,

for the ego

of a man?