I sit quietly

Try to disappear

But there’s no need

No one here sees me

They wouldn’t even notice if I screamed

I contemplate screaming just to see what would happen

I tell myself I don’t care what they think of me.

Don’t care that my invisibility works to well

But deep down I want to be noticed

I want to laugh with my friends and have boys ask me out

I know none of these are possible though

I put my head down on my desk and let hot liquid pour from my eyes down my cheeks

I want to disappear but I know there’s no need because to everyone else I don’t even exist

Hey guys this poem is more personal than some previous ones, so if some of the lines seem kinda jumbled together just know I was just writing what I felt in the moment.

Also it means a lot to me when you guys drop comments cause I have no clue what I’m doing and my poems feel to personal to share with people I know