‘Why the sad face?’

‘What’s wrong?’

‘Are you reminiscing?’

Of him? Yes

Of her? Yes

‘Well what happened, happened. Nothing could have been done. You should be grateful that it happened not that it is over.’ It feels like a part of my heart got torn out and every where I look I see a ghost, a door that cannot be opened.

‘What was it like to love so deeply?’

Well, it felt rather Pavlovian, where whenever I saw her I cannot help but feel excitement and joy, now it is engulfed by pain.

‘You should not be hung up over him. Move on, there are plenty of other fish in the sea.’

I think I have forgotten how to laugh. It’s been so long.

‘hey, if you need anything, I am always here for you.’

Thanks man, I appreciate it. It’s just that I wish I could turn back time sometimes.

‘Well why can’t you go back?’

I messed up. He won’t take me back.

I messed up. She won’t take me back.

I

should

not

have

reacted

that

way _. _