_5 May (Monday)_

Dear diary…..

_6 May (Tuesday_)

Dear diary

7 May (Wednesday)

Dear diary

Chaos,is one word that explains today

Ok let me fill you in first .My name is Grace (but I’m quite the opposite) and Eeh well my mum passed away a few months ago and I was given this diary? Journal? I don’t know to record my feelings about well, the whole……situation.Apparently this is supposed to be good bibliography? Or whatever anywayyyyy,I now live with my grandma,grandpa,aunt and cat _luna_ (I just adore that name)and my neighbour aka bestie Rose,I call her Rosie,Rosie-posie for fun,or even rosé(Apt Apt uh Uha uha~ sorry had to make that reference) anyway more about me (not trying to sound narcissistic but yeah) I’m 15,I live in Manchester, uk

Loves everything,clumsy,has 0 attention when it comes to everything and I always rely on my best friend to save me from well catastrophic events that

-coincidence? always happen around me!

GOT TO GOO NOW BYEEEEEEEEE

7 May

_4am update _

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I sort of forgot to tell you what was so catastrophic what happened this morning ok soo you might wanna get comfy for this one and my mum doesn’t like me swearing so I’m gonna use &&&& <these little guys to well GET MY &&&&ING EMOTIONS OUT.ok?

_I Was walking down the ginormous staircase in my grandma’s mansion_

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(ok maybe a little before that

Ok fine! I said to rose what is she doing in my house at 4am might be one of the questions on your mind well she wanted to “enhance the picture-whatever that means- can’t understand big brained people you know) _anyway I was getting ready for the whole thing because it was my grandparents anniversary (yay) *sigh* you have no idea what happened next!_

_Ok you have 5 seconds to guess….._

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_*Sigh* I got dumped by my ex- boyfriend can’t even say his &&&&ing name in this diary ,fine fine Rosie posie here wants me to say it to “let it out”his name is _

_Jake-there I said it,I HATE THAT LITTLE PICE OF &&it *inhale* *exhale* so we’re where we, so yeah I got dumped for a stupid blondie (more like blon-die)_

_And it took poor rose an hour to get me settled (good thing I started getting ready 4hours before)_

_And that took &&it talking about him,2 buckets of bubble gum ice cream, and a whole playlist she made for me on Spotify while I watch Harry Potter and the deathly hallows (looking at how BEAUTIFUL Ron and Hermione’s relationship is/going to be?)_

_And the playlist she made included (don’t know how she made the calculations but) 20 mins of sad break up songs to “let it out” and 15mins of happy songs to get me smiling (because I defo don’t wanna cry at the anniversary) and 10 mins of songs that gave me confidence to trash talk about “him” on well twitter,Facebook,tick-tock,shapchat. The last song I listens to from that playlist was “you can do it with a broken heart” by TAYLOR SWIFT!-“ _**_Im a real tough kid,I can handle my &&it,they said babe you gotta fake it till you make it and I did! Lights camera b&&&& smile even when you wanna die,HE SAID HE LOVED ME ALL HIS LIFE! But that life was quite short!!breaking down I hit the floor,all the pieces of me shattered as the crowd was chanting MORE! I was grinning like I’m winning I was hitting my marks CUZ I CAN DO IT WITH A BROKEN HEART!”_**_ We kept singing that for ages…._

_And yes I was back on the party_

_Sometimes in life you need a friend like that ya know _

_I got to go now we are going to New York! In about 2hours my grandparents are gonna wake up and ROSE IS COMING AS WELL,and her family_**_ (welcome to New York its bean waiting for you welcome to New York welcome to New York)-Taylor swift.

_**_Soo got to go now byeee xxx _

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AUTHORS NOTE!! : &&&&ing &&it I Realy messed up didn’t I ,totally off prompt (please don’t hate meeeeee) I was totally I’m distracted sorry xx __

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