I’m quiet and reserved like the turtle, but am I really? Is it being shy or is it that I’ve tried on every account to talk to you and you shut me down at every chance?

You tell me I’m putting you through this and putting you through that. Shutting down my communication in every direction. I’m doing the best I can. I’ve done all I can except make a stand.

Don’t get confused, it can be beautiful because your a bouquet full of beautiful things. In the darkest of nights when I’m terrified and scared and can’t even look in the mirror I think of you.

Honestly, I always think of you. Your blue eyes, the way you show all your teeth when you smile. I love you and I’m just trying my best to get my heart back my love.