I’ve been around the block more than once , they say just walk it off they never stated where ?

Maybe they will be more clear , if I walk off the bridge .

How I walk across the road like my life is some sort of broken code .

How I hear the train scream my name just lay on the track and you will never go back .

How the ocean pulls me under as my heart cracks like thunder .

Don’t you hear the wind ring as the rope swings from side to side waiting for me to ride .

As a child they said they could ease my mind into finding ways to progress away from the stress . So they’d sat me down tell me to touch the ground they even got me to play with sand .

So don’t tell me you understand , I was given a job to end the suffering with every session like it was some sort of lesson with my will being the test .

They made you draw a picture of what you fear then name it something so you could stay clear to be able to blame the emotion to bring it to shame .

I realise now how insane that is to make us picture an imaginary being to be able to chase away thought that are fleeing and now they medicate me for things I am seeing .

They say just make a drink like that gonna stop me from wanting to sink that I won’t burn my self on the tea or will you never see your barking up the wrong tree !

So if I end it tonight just know I’ll be alright .