{lil bit off prompt} i regonozed his blue eyes a mile away everyone of my friends telling me to stay but i would run to him every time cause he was mine and i was his even though i was a little kid and he was grown i was nothing more than a secret an obsession we both found comfort in changing the password on my phone nobody needs to know he is who i call when i am alone nobody sees the glances he gives me i was head over heals i still am i would give anything to have him as my man but i am nothing more than a secret and i guess im okay with that 3 years it’s only 3 years i tell myself but i know this is morally wrong i feel safe when im with him i feel like he is where i belong nobody understands this that is why i am nothing more than a secret we will never be anything but it is better to have something that nothing a secret obsession we both enjoy telling everyone we’re just friends lies we both know aren’t true do you not understand how much i want you? purely based on fantasy i’ll be the princess and you can be my king the ruler of our own made up world you would take me on dates nobody would know our age in a different state, let’s run away together i promise it’s worth it boy meets girl son meets daughter let’s start a life together have 3 kids raise them to be our own nothing will matter when it’s just the 2 of us alone i promise it’s worth it