Everytime I looked into your eyes,

I watched my future burn up in flames.

You knew

I couldn't live without you,

but you weren't good for me

 I let every ounce of my soul 

become intertwined with yours.

I knew you were going to ruin me,

from the very beginning.

I knew I was never going to be the same, 

In a way, I liked it. 

I wanted you to ruin me.

I thought I deserved it

Other people made me feel 

worthless

I thought I was supposed to feel like this

Sometimes

I thought I couldn't take any more, 

yet I couldn't get away,

you had every part of me.

You were engraved into my soul,

so I stayed.

My future was already burning to the ground anyway,

So did it ever really matter?