I really want to believe they will be a day were I don’t feel so deep in grief were the very tears I weep will no longer flood my sunken eyes .

That they will be a day were I can proudly say I love you without tears in my eyes , for you were taken too soon with your laughter unable to fill the room .

It tore my very future apart everything we had planned like that trip you created where you cook hotdogs and burgers on the engine of your car the way we travel together far from the stress of the city and seek views that were oh so pretty !

I can just hear your favourite song and it weird cause now I play it all the time cause I miss how we used to bicker it seems that very joy flickers .

I’m sorry that the last memory of you we argued and I said I hated you but that’s far from true , I just wish you knew !