I want to kiss her

I do

But I can’t

Im not allowed

Thats not me

Im not gay, right?

But I want to hold her

Cuddle her

Be with her

What’s wrong with me?

Why can’t I like only boys?

My family will kill me

I can’t like girls too

That’s wrong

Illegal, a sin

But I want to

I do

I can’t though

I have to resist