how is it

that i feel

like im always on

thin ice?

every conversation

i avoid the feelings

of wanting something more

than what we have

somehow, it’s as if

when i break the ice,

i will drown in embarrassment

of your denial

yet somehow

these thoughts won’t stop

it’s quite sad,

i wanted to hope

but now i see

it is quite hopeless

to wish for something

that will never happen…

_such a silly skater i am…_

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(Honestly I’m just trying to post more often so here you go I give you all another poorly thought out poem)