Lover Boy
I am finally dried up
The colorful soul is now dull
A polluted and drained tree
A ghost now haunting itself
I am no longer free
No longer me
Wings that lay
Water that suffocates
A book that painfully unwrites itself
A poem that has no meaning
I am tired of pretending
You wanted my eyes never to blink
You liked it when mouths
Served only one purpose
I held your controlling finger
You loved me like a toy
Nothing but a manipulative, lover boy
Such a bittersweet temptation
Your strings tied to every part of my body
I was your abused substance
You always had your way
I was nothing but your ashtray
But like flour, I am dried up
No more use of me
No matter how much you scrub me off
I will always stay
I may be lifeless but I won't decay
I will cling like a germ
Till I get my revenge
Till you're a soulless monster
Till you’re no longer free
Till you’re just like me