Non-fiction;

I guess this is my last day and I have to except it,I glanced at the enormous amount of gifts with puffy eyes,listening to fortnight by Taylor swift,the lyric _thought of calling calling ya but you won’t pick up,another fortnight lost in America move to Florida_-made me cry! What if they never call me back I might not be moving all the way from wales to America but it was still pretty far to Devon and this also reminded me of my friend visiting Florida in a couple weeks

I got out of bed to see almost half of the furniture gone,I was quite dejected to see that even the Tv was gone-was going to watch Harry Potter-huh now I got no chance have I,I asked myself making my way to The kitchen…..There were barely any food

Oh well…I might aswell eat the chocolates I got can’t keep them as a memory forever can I?I sat down on the same spot I was sat before huh it’s still warm…I opened one of the chocolates and nibbled it glancing at the picture she gave me aswell-everone was goofing around but I loved it…

~5 days later~

I woke up perplexed and dazed..my lips were awfully cracked and there was a sharp pain in my throat I got out of bed,looked out of my window….fir the last time….my grandma,mum and dad were already starting to get ready, 5am I saw on the clock.

In a few minutes I got in the car and put my headphones on,this is it I thought,I looked at my old high school,town,and streets saying goodbye at one point I fell asleep the last thing I heard was_-say you’ll remember me_-wildest dream’s Taylor swift

I fell asleep for most of it but I did stop at a costa-charamel frapple yum! Still quite depressed

I got back in the car….to escape reality into a world where I make the rules and no one has to leave…..

I woke up in a completely new place…..much sunnier,with dozens of colourful wild flowers a house that was amazing a great neighbourhood……yet ive never been so lonely in my whole life ive never been more depressed even in the gloomiest days I have been happy….

We had visitors….but it was no help,cuz ne iPad kid was gonna be my friend just because our parents are friends! It was so annoying I couldn’t handle it..I had my first panic attack….alone…I fired in a corner for hours and finally came out to eat dinner

~1 week later~

School….the worst that can happen…I had no friends at all ate lunch alone! I never do that! Everyone just hates me?! I don’t know! My parents say “give it some time but I’ve given 3 weeks and NO! I’m alone…

~present ~

Here I am writing about my depressions life which no one cares about but I believe that there is at lest one person who can tell me in not alone…..YPU could call me a…pick me or…wanna be for writing this but….at this point…I don’t even know… this was supposed to be a “new beginning “but it’s more like the end to all joy….

Good night/morning and I hope your life isn’t terrible as mine as have faith in yourself because I know you do-unlike me…..