I hold my pillow every night

Wishing it was you

But there is no you

There never has been a you

Because I am utterly alone

Scientists say that people who make up fantasies

Are usually mentally ill

And convince themselves that they are sane

Because they believe that fantasies

Are completely normal

Now my facts may not be straight

But does this mean I am insane

Holding someone fake every night

And holding my own hand

Squeezing it tight

If I am insane

Then the person in my head is lying to me

But she would never lie

Right?

Because the person in my head is just a tiny little me

I hold the pillow tight every night wishing it was you

But there is no you

There never has been a you

And I think that means

I am insane