Day after day as I’m sat in silence,

The void filling my mind with the sense of loneliness,

The creature driving me mad with the endless recklessness

“Your selfish” when I chose to be silent

“Your a bitch” when I knew the truth about the love behind her black lies

The endless madness that fills my silence

As I continue to stand here, numb and helpless

Oh creature why can’t you understand

I’m not here as your punching bag

But instead you of helping me

You bring the storm that races in my soul

The very storm that I promised to shutout

I beg and beg for you to slow down

To understand my point of view as the silent daughter in a hostile crowd

But you refuse to listen

Only listening to the madness in your own head

Creating your own delusions to make me look insane

And make yourself look as innocent

Oh simple creature

Hear my screams

Hear the madness in my dreams

I can’t voice my insanity that you created

Only through the numbness of my mind can I truly express it

The loneliness

The unexpected exile

Oh dear creature I’m not one to blame for your future nor your past

So why do you drive me mad with the delusion that you had

Simple creature hear my plea

I am in a storm of madness and I need you here with me

Not to make the storm worse but to calm it down

To ease the storm that u control

Plz mother help me once more