It was a year ago you left me

Alone and breaking

I’m still mad at you, I tell her

I don’t care you didn’t know your boyfriend had a gun

He was abusive and you should have left him

Shouldn’t have waited that long

It was selfish for you to leave me all alone with Mom

She still drinks

It’s worse now though without you

And dad…

Dad left

Without you, the favorite, Mom and I weren’t enough

He couldn’t bare to be here without hearing your laugh

Seeing your smile

I don’t blame him

If it weren’t for Mom I would leave to

But I know if I do she’ll die

And lay here next to you

That would haunt me forever

I don’t want that

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