This was the night.

it was going to be the longest night ever,

know why? It's the night I'm ending things.

People always say not to do it and they say "people care about you" but how do you know their telling the truth? You don't. But I'm fucking done with life, and I can't help but think that I deserve this pain an I deserve to die.

But people say time will get better and my mental health will be much better but its not true. I guess that's just life.