Don’t tell me now’s not the place to question your choice , what happened has guilt stole your voice ?

you didn’t want to believe what he did , you questioned why I didn’t try to fight is that even right ?

I tried to avoid being in his presence it’s too cold out I want to go inside the truth is I just wanted to hide .

That one act of lust crushed my trust now my soul is left to bleed , all i want is to be freed from the greed of a lingering memory of that day that seems to stay .

Tell me why the argument had to be the way you’d find out . Don’t you see the reaction is the reason I had my doubts , do you have to shout ?

You can’t leave until you tell me what wrong ! My eyes dart to the door before she slams it in my face no way your running from this place .

Every time I walked home I had to walk past the stairs and the images intrude barging the way through with thoughts that arent very kind leading them to the forefront of my mind .

The constant mentioning of his name the cause my jaw to tighten a tense state of mind , I’m starting to become blind to the hope of finding ways to cope .

The constant screaming of kids having a breakdown over a toy , yes I admit I was a little tense always on the edge of stress waiting for them to be quiet maybe they’re planning a riot .

The endless cycle of walking the same route to still feel the same left me feeling drained an endless path of despair but no one seems to care it only smiles we ever seem to share .

Just remember people will try to assure you you’re okay at the same time as questions the events so put up the tents cause you’ll be here awhile always stuck in denial .