I want to forgive you

I want to forget what you did

I dont know what to do

I feel like I did when I was a kid

Every night hurts so much

Every thought carries your shadow

A temporary relief with a touch

Is only enough to help me feel hollow

What could we have been

What could we have done

It feels like loving you is a sin

And I think I should run

Are there things you keep from me

Like how you did before

Baby please don’t lie to me

I can’t take it anymore

I loved you too hard and too fast

And that’s my fault I know

You used me to my very last

And left me with nothing to show

I don’t feel like me anymore

I am smothered by the fear

That the heart you have torn

Cannot be mended with you here

You say that you’re here now

But I can’t believe what you say

I want to believe but don’t know how

Because the pain won’t go away

It’s all a sick game

A terrible push and pull

I never said I wanted to play

Should we quit and call a draw