Fucking hell i'm bored

I hate being ignored !

I'm crying in plain sight

Yet they still question my fight .

I'm fucking bored

Why do i even pray to the lord .

To offer me change , another penny to pay of my debt with regret .

That my worth is something that would fit inside a purse .

I'm fucking bored

I don't need to be reassured .

I'm scared of the voice that screams i have a choice .

To not drown under the weight of my dreams of silent screams .

I'm fucking bored

This isn't an illness that can be cured !