I have fallen 🍃and failed 🍂, how could I been a fool, a fool, a failure, by a fake..i waited for her to finish her this..i waited for her to strike me down 🔪

She raised the knife high, then- she stabs herself doing a winky face and her tongue sticking out to the side , blood drips from her chest to the knife..🔪 🩸tears fall from her face 😢, then she falls onto the ground, she is now gone..long gone

but I knew what she told me long before this from the very beginning 📖 but I didn’t listen she told me

“I was never the villain…I was you.” Then I woke up..it was nothing but a dream..but one thing is for sure I am my worst enemy

No surprises, it hurts…I know she isn’t real, I know that she was me, but I love her , now I have to let her go