POEM STARTER

Write a poem about a physical journey that you have been on.

Explore the tangible aspects of a journey you have been on, and how these physical characteristics may have impacted mental and spiritual aspects of the journey too.

I Still Think She’s Pretty (Chubby Kid)

PS: (listening to “SKINNY BY BILLIE EILISH” will definitely impact, for I wrote it with that in mind, for it related. Enjoyyy)



I’ve lost 40 pounds



I’m 17



I’m a girl


I’m black


I’m scared


I’m confident



I’m trying


I used to be suicidal

/

I used to hate myself

/

I’m sorry “me”

/

Sorry I didn’t love you like I should’ve

/

I’m sorry about the abuse I put against you

/

Your wrists and even down to your toes

/

The tears you didn't deserve to worry about

/

The tears that stained your mouth


I’ve lost 40 pounds

I already said that…



Life looks new

Different

New I guess


Not like I thought

People “want” me now

They say I'm pretty


And actually mean it..


People look at me differently


Honestly younger me


“Chubby kid” me


She had more confidence than I have now


She tried




She let go

+

+

She did it *lonely*

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>


She seeked help


She found love…

…. in “her” again

<3 <3

<3<3


Don’t get me wrong I love “me” now


But it was something about her



Something about

Despite the hate

Abuse

Lies


That she…



Me


Committed to herself… like a cage



{ Yet }



She sought..


She loved…




And loved

A

Little

Harder <3333


I love her for that.


She’s pretty


“Was”


And still “is”…


I'll always be THAT “Chubby Kid” (who was also funny)


I love you all

Goodnight


Ps…




Jesus Saved Me

Kept me

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