Maybe it’s time for me to admit I’m never gonna be fine I’ve declined too far down my spine .

I’ll never be the same my life is destined to be lame it really is a shame .

That maybe I’ll mean more if I plummeted to the floor instead of walking through that door .

I’ve cried a million tears as I tried to overcome my fears yet I struggled to even turn the gears .

My efforts are just ignored maybe my silence will finally be heard .

Don’t trust anyone that says you can be cured because it hurts even more to be reassured .

If only they would answer my call because now it’s final I’m gonna fall !