Energy

Something I don’t have

Ever

At all

Magically?

_Never_.

Scientifically?

_Definitely not. _

Metaphorically?

_In my dreams, maybe. _

I’m tired

Always tired

No matter how much sleep

This isn’t depression.

Right?

I don’t think it is

Well I’m not tired _all_ the time

Not with Valerania most of the time

We fuel each other

Get loud

And wild

But without them

I’m a bit low on energy

I’m out of it

No one could ever guess though

I’m always tired

Yet

My parents

My mom

Is always telling me to

Calm down

Shut up

Stop being wild

To just _stop_

I feel tired

But I don’t act like it

I dont want people to worry

No, wait

I don’t want **Valerania**

To worry

That its

Not other people

Mostly her

My parents say we’re dating

We’re not

We’re close

‘Closer then most girlfriends’ she says

We definitely don’t date

We just found someone

Who **finally** understands

I understand her

She understands me

We use our energy

To be with eachother

So afterwards

We’re both out of energy

Both of us

Being tired

And out of energy