TW⚠️ : self harm and suicide, drug mention

I grew up different from everyone else. In school when all the kids would play tag, or ball, or on the playground during recess. I sat by the entrance door - Criss cross apple sauce style - miles from everyone else. Well, that's how it seemed when you were small. everything was so big and so far away. I sat by myself, looking at everyone, seeing th...

There are a lot of things I wished to have,

just as everyone else.

People tend to wish for things such as

more money,

a bigger house,

or a newer car —

things that benefit no one but themselves.

You know, normal, but unrealistic wishes.

When they don’t get they’re bizzare disires,

they tend to act like it’s the end of the world.

When in reality,

it’s just a little bit of wind in their sunn...

Birthday's are weird.

Every year at the same time, on the same day, it's the same thing.

You’re a different age from the year before and you probably celebrate different every year, but the it's all for the same reason. It’s the one day people pretend to care.

It's weird people act like they even care at all. Any other normal day, people pay you no mind.

No communication, no interactions — ot...