One year older mature

Still not sure

Have a lot of room to grow

So no

Still learning to love again

Still trying to trust

But loyalty is a must and can only be gained by trust

Love without meaning means nothing

Yet holding on to rage is a damaging game

I'm scared of commitment because of the past

Because I fear I'll never be good enough

And yet I'm scared because I wanted you

Yet ever...

It's been months since we talked

Yet I still have mixed feelings

I overthink things yet

I'm overthinking you

I don't know how to trust you

Again or if I need to let it go

The feelings are numb

And you're slowly fading away

I try to forget you yet I can't

It's December now and two days before a package shows up but I know who it's from

Dad says I can open it but I choose to wait

Mom s...

𝘼𝙡𝙖𝙧𝙢 𝙜𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙤𝙛𝙛 𝙍𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙫𝙞𝙗𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜

𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙄𝙩𝙨 4:45𝘼.𝙈

𝖨𝗇 𝖺 𝖿𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗁 𝖬𝗒 𝗁𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝖻𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗉𝗁𝗈𝗇𝖾

𝗍𝗈 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝖺𝖻𝗅𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖺𝗅𝖺𝗋𝗆 𝖨 𝖽𝗂𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗁 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝖻𝗅𝖾𝗆𝗌

𝖨 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝖻𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗂𝗍 𝗇𝖾𝖺𝗍 𝖺𝗀𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝗌𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖯𝖺𝖽𝖿𝗈𝗈𝗍 𝗆𝗒 𝗍𝗋𝗎𝗌𝗍𝗒 𝗌𝗍𝗎...

I cant lose my friends she thought to herself

It was dark outside "Lets go here!." I called out Defender responded first "Ok!" she shouted then ran behind me Crimson ran a few paces ahead of me we all scrambled into a small passage way path behind me I could hear the persueres there R301s sounded loudly then the bomb cluster came too fast

"Lets regroup here I yelled as we went futher back in...

“Sir it’s Christmas time again.”

“I’m aware Romingo.” Corin said staring out the stain glass gothic window viewing the training yard

“You can have the day off on Christmas.” Corin said Turning to look Romingo in the eyes

“It’s alright Master, I’d rather stay with you protecting you that is.” Romingo replied

“Are you going to celebrate Christmas?” Roming said then instantly regretted it

...

When I was hurt I built a place to stay

An escape from the pain

At first it was an impression of people I needed in my life

Then those characters came to life

The world I dreamt of was whole until

It became separated by war

From characters to a plot line my dreaming unfurled of a place I longed to go

More distant I became until my family worried

I faked it with a smile and told them I’m f...