Masking my feelings, a steady pattern.

Till I met you, my right hand man.

A little surreal I must say, little did I know, I would pay.

Peace and friendship, I thought I had found.

Broken hearted, I gave you my crown.

Oh! Poor me, I was a clown.

Walking around, all eyes on me, you had told the whole town.

My trust meant nothing.

You sat back and watched me drown.

Pink skin turned p...

Time,like my mind, runs wild.

I bask in my cold breath, letting out little sobs,

My chest pressed against my knee.

Every inch of me, built to mask my pain.

Shoved. Bruised. Used. I sat there, confused.

The things I let slide, now carved in my brain.

Help! It’s hard to explain.

Hide the mirror, I’ll hide my figure.

The scars on my wrist, evidence of a warrior.

I tug at my chest, haunted by ...

Just when I thought I had peeled my wounds away, like a stubborn scar, I feel you covering my heart again but this time with no intent to leave. With us, I felt like I was living different genres of movies in one lifetime. One thing was sure,

I loved you in every genre.

I loved you with every bit of me, so proudly that I ignored everything the world saw that made them shut you out. But, s...

Am I wasting my time?

Or fighting a battle I can’t win?

I’ve always been a warrior to people,

Never have I had my own warrior.

I’m weak too.

Pushing on, putting the effort and hurting the most.

Broken so many times, no one noticed. My pieces laid shattered on the cold floor.

I wouldn’t hate them. No.

I’d hate myself. I…cared.

My closed mouth and opened heart.

For a worl...

Oh! Take me back to the start, the beginning of the end of ours. When it was just you and I, battling life together. I held your hand with every strength in me as I watched you become my whole life, my whole being.

No one said love was easy but, they never said it was this hard. Oh, where’s our calm after the storm? Where’s our warmth after this harsh cold? Seems like our feelings were sold.

Oh!...

“I think I just met the happiest person in the world!” I whispered sarcastically to myself as a grumpy, stout-looking man bumped into me, grinned, and went on with his day. I guess people did have it worse than I did. That little encounter jolted me awake, I was about to be devoured by my thoughts.

Every morning, a part of me was left in the previous day. The thought of my “fairytale love” fad...