I haven't screamed in a long time

according to your usual screams.

As I walked down the roads of life

I pondered the necessities of living

and I learned that no matter what our issue

we still have the many to judge our complaints.

We don't matter on our own

And we don't matter among the many, unless

we comply with the current norms of society.

Hence we must hatch our plans

to be united with th...

I can sleep you people away

perhaps you're a crowd I'd rather not know

but I'm stuck in a rut of few options.

The dream world is dark

and yet somehow it's wonderland

Compared to be being around the unwanted.

I'd rather sit in a police station

Smoking my coffee

and drinking my cigarettes

As only a dream could make it work.

...

You've come back but I no longer need you.

I've moved on to an understanding that I have to do this alone.

The pain is immense for sure but what can you do for me regarding the deep inner pain I go through? Is it psychic assault or PTSD or perhaps both? Maybe a therapist will help but isn't that time consuming?

Maybe I need that detective that solves cases of rape to do something for me,

Like, ...

I am withdrawn from the world

amidst the chaotic search in silence

The spirits I seek in a self advancing study

I must do it the hard way

The hard way

The hard way

And it unravels before me in tears from the sky forlorn in gloom.

The pain of it all is it my own?

Yes, perhaps it is theirs too.

I immerse myself in you souls

and you open forgotten wounds

ones that I'm not strong enough to face

te...

You haunt me with your quiet manner

speaking volumes in the solitude of your silence

but are my readings an accurate portrayal of your midnight complexion?

You're a mystery of the night, my soul,

is captivated by your demeanor.

Your hands are the witchcraft of Merlin

Your skin the blanket of Arabian nights

Your figure is the wand of divination

And I am your eternal captive.

Lo and behold, I'll do...