May mind be free

And let the devil

No longer bother me

I want to free be once again

All I feel is pain and agony

Why you wont you let me be

I’m drowning in my sorrows

May it stop when I go free

He has me in his grasp

I’m stuck in his hands

He runs my mind

I don’t wanna be

Who I have become

I wanna be free and be me

I’m tired of the pain nagging me

I can’t put the flame out

It keeps a lit

Once I...

Heart broken once again

But this time it was for my own sins

May I come to peace with myself

May I work on myself

I got into a amazing relationship

It was this girl I loved her

O I loved her dear

I wasn’t able to show it

For my ex and my ex bsf

Hurt me truest

Now my heart is broken

I may heal

Maybe one day

I’ll be able to show my love

When im not broken

I smoke to numb myself

And to numb the pai...

Why should I trust you why should I believe you I once gave you everything all my love everything you ever wanted you didn’t love me you lied day by day I had nothing I meant no more than a dusty penny you broke me when I was weak why should I let you do it AGAIN WHY so you can make sure I don’t make it out alive this time I wanna be in peace not pain I felt at peace till I realized it was all a f...

It’s painful

The thing I have done

What I have seen

What I didn’t do

What I couldn’t do

Burns my soul

While I live in deep regret

My life may go on

So my family will stay strong

I have piled up all my emotions

So now you can see

That side of me is not

Who I want to be

I regret doing the things I have done

The situations I have caused

I live in grief and sorrow

And bleed deep

I hope the devil c...

Sorrow

Pain.

Regret

Remorse

Guilt

Anger

Revenge

Forgotten

Lost..

Unwanted

Tis generation

We can’t seem

To get out

We suffer

We smoke the pain away

Most of us just want to feel again

But so many people are here..

To just hurt hurt hurt

Us over and over

Thou is weak

Thou wont eat

I would like to feel again

but i don’t think

Tis “dream” will ever be again

I wanna hold someone

I wanna forget ...

Her words stuck deep inside me

Her promising

Her in general

Everything she said

Did

It all stuck with me

It was amazing

There was no problems

Date nights

Talks

Movies

Yep did it all

always there for each other

Taking about our future together

As if it was already panned out in the table

But something started seeming a little off

A little too off

This boy her “bsf”

He likes her yep he does

It’s...

The storm begins

Hail comes down

It’s windy

It’s downpouring as the streets flood

I get ready

And go outside

Hoodie shoes sweatpants

I’m going thru too much

The rain soothes the pain

and let’s me free

I’m such a good person

But that’s not how people perceve me

I’m the bad guy in every book

I wanna be happy

I try

But when it rains

I go out there

It’s where I can cry without anyone noticing

It’s...

I’m setting up my car to go to sleep

I hear a knock on the window

I ignored it

I started hearing all the cars

In the busy night

Car horns, busses

I see a couple people

walking down the street

Even the sidewalk is busy

I start seeing these random figures

They come out of no where

I can’t go to sleep

It’s too loud

I’m scared I might not wake up

Who knows what could happen

In this busy city night

S...

I’m walking down the street

As the rain comes down

It feels like hail

I keep my hood on

Till it started coming down it’s hardest

Once I am drenched

I let the tears roll down my face

Only I can see and tell

What is rain and what is tears

Once I start I cannot stop

For the rain hiding the tears it allows me to keep crying

No one will hear through the thunder

No one can tell what I’m feeling

I kee...

As the storm has started I hear the wind

The wind is strong

I go outside as it downpours

There’s thunder and lightning all around

The walk seems to be peaceful tho

I feel at peace in the rain

As I start I feel the pain

But my sorrows and weeps won’t be heard by no other

It’s dark

No one hears my cries

No one hears my screams

Tis rain is like no other

As I’m soaking wet

In my sweater

I’m still ...