First birth was hard. She didn’t want to come out and play. I pushed her for 3+ hours of hard pushing. We told the dr before hand that we didn’t want to use the forceps or vacuum unless absolutely medically required for life saving procedures. So I pushed and pushed.

Number two was much easier. I barely pushed and he slithered out so fast the dr almost dropped him.

I kind of want the experience...

To My Teenage Self,

Relax. Stop comparing yourself to others. Have more sex, lots of it, with many people... But ALWAYS use a condom. Be honest with yourself. Be kind to yourself. Think of the way your actions effect the people around you. Love your family, not matter what....

You forgot to say good bye to me in the morning, or did you?

Pain Makes Me Seek Refuge

I really want the wrong man,

I can’t stop thinking about the wrong choices.

Pain Makes Me Seek Refuge

Imma hurt the only one that matters...

if he finds out.

Pain Makes Me Seek Refuge...