I walk into the kitchen,

Your glazing eyes i see,

I turn away in shyness,

Hoping youll see me,

Came over gave your hand out,

Said hey and said your name,

Shook my hand and smiled knew life wouldn’t be the same,

You said my name is Emily

A pleasure its to meet,

Looking like a angel while your stood there by my feet,

Musician and a actor,

Your only here to help,

The way life changes all your pla...

Im lonely,

I wake up in the morning and feel dark,

I need a light,

Click! Click!

I take a deep breath,

Inhallllle…

And out

That feels so good

My head feels clear

The thoughts i had before have gone again.

I wont do anything practical but atleast my heads in a good place,

I think my heads in a good a place,

Inhalllllle….

Im definitely in a good place.

My light goes out

Where’s the smoke

My head...

Who is it your talking to?,

It better not be me,

The blood that flows beneath my veins is what your bout to see,

Im raging in emotion,

I never have a doubt,

This issue will be over with me broken and you out,

Im colder then i use to be,

A darker place ill find,

Killing them with kindness is no thought up in my mind,

Im verbal and im nasty,

I let my words just flow,

I lose all my emotions and my ra...

As i looked in to your eyes,

I saw my future go up in flames,

You took my soul instantly,

I fell so hard,

I instantly knew,

I had hands on the queen,

So i knew that i was blessed aye,

In life i felt like a rook growing up on the estate,

While she was making her moves,

Showing us all how the best play,

Being one step ahead,

It was like it was checkmate.

I see her getting all the eyes and the ...

Im blinded,

All i see is love,

The only thing i see is your smile,

I dont see whats behind it just whats on show,

Give it time

Time will show whats real

Time flies by

I make mistakes

Wait…

Did i make mistakes?

What mistakes did i make?

I take responsibility

We move forward

I feel deflated

Were moving backwards

Wheres your smile

Its gone…

Gone where?

SMILE AGAIN

I got angry

Were sad again...

WHY DO YOU ALWAYS THINK THE WORSE OF ME?

DO YOU NOT SEE THAT IVE GOT A HEART?

We share continuous issues yet its love that we’re suppose to hold!

I HATE THIS!

I LOVE YOU!

I cant recall our issue….

I know it wasn’t my fault…

Was it my fault?

I can’t remember

You still shout

Im tired

I agree to all your issues

I did no wrong but state your right

Your wrong doing isn’t the issue

The issue isnt th...

“Being hurt sucks but Love is the most beautiful and noble human emotion. It’s what gives a man hope, It’s what gives our life meaning. You can lock all your emotions away and try to control things in what you think may be a better way. Weather the pain you hold is long term or even if its temporary, Love will over power hate and support you even when you feel the worlds against you. Don’t turn yo...